During my transition from my school I attended to a new school in Vista I was placed in a math class which was already undergoing. I remember being clueless and just ignoring the fact that I was failing my math test, I wasn’t doing the homework, it was bad. It wasn’t that I was lazy or didn’t care instead I was just too afraid to raise my hand and ask a question that to me was not understandable but to another student was the easiest. The fact of being seen as not smart was scary to me, however i came to understand that when my Math teacher approached me and chatted to me. I realized that the only way to learn is to ask and approach the task you’re struggling with so that you can get help and learn from your mistakes. My teacher really helped me I stayed after school at lunch, and all of that payed off I started changing my grade and started speaking up and getting help from my classmates. Friends are also a very amazing thing when you have classmates in a class sure there can be fooling around maybe even dazing off, however I had friends in math and it was nothing but a easy class because we all communicated and we all learned from each other and knowing they aren’t complete strangers i felt safe and didn’t feel dumb when I asked for help because they were all for it. As a result i try to find friends to learn from and for me to teach them as for me to improve and get great communication skills but by also improving in a certain subject in class.
One talent I have is on my spare time I like taking my car on drift days. This means I love taking my car sideways by controlling it with the rpms, brakes, and making sure i don’t lose control. I got into cars and drifting because of a specific person his name is Tj hunt he is a youtuber in San Diego and is such a humble and unique person which I hope to one day meet. I started to drift by watching videos on clutch kicking and how to launch control I did use my dad’s car at first and well felt guilty. The thread of the tires were all gone but i did apologize. I hope to get my very own car preferably a manual and the type of car would be a Nissan 350z as my first project/daily car. I really hope to be able to afford mods for my cars in the future. Although I want to see more of the car world and go to drift events and meetups which are called cars and coffee and just see all of what I consider myself to have a talent in. Knowing about cars and really loving the car community is great because in people’s own ways see cars a different way but i see cars as a passion and as a piece of art depending on the car. Me and my friend like to think we have skills in handling cars and working on them but throughout more learning and show more interest i believe to actually make something out of the knowledge i have about cars.
The way I express my creative side is being hands on with the problem I usually tend to solve problems by talking to other people or getting physical with the problem. Usually I don’t think iam a creative person although if i could express it, It would definitely be through music. Music is what strives me to get up and just be in a happy mood, by the artist i listen to, to the genres. Music has helped me be creative with my school work with my social life by being outgoing to vibing out to it. Music brings people together because if you both love the same music a lot of similar aspects can be shown. Like at parties i tend to be creative to meeting new people by the music that is being played, i may not know how to sing which i wish i could.. But it’s always fun to let loose and dance and sing away. Coming out of your comfort zone and instead of singing in the shower i take it with me everywhere and that has helped me gain so many friends and just be known as a very fun, lovable and outgoing person. I hope to take my taste for music and do something with it because if music didn’t exist how would people express or relate to what the artist goes through because everybody has similar feelings and music as a fact does impact a person emotionally and physically. As a conclusion I have expressed my creativity through music and i will continue too.
My identity is rather odd and my past is very unparticular, sometimes I wonder why I ever did such things, so embarrassing yet so great because they are memories I can’t forget. However my identity can’t really be pinpointed instead it’s seen by my actions and all of my mistakes and my accomplishments. I don’t consider my race or my ethnicity to show you who I’am, but it does apply to what I do because throughout many people everybody is different although many people judge by race and it’s rather childish to do that a person can’t do something they enjoy without getting hate. The factors that influenced my identity is my shyness however once approached and welcomed i’m a very open minded person. Family is always the key to a person’s success or failure, love and attention if not given to a child they tend to feel guilt and depression. However some are more stronger than others and so those tend to strive for success and achieve it no matter the cost. My parents have always treated me with the respect and love i need, but they also push me to my limits to become the person i’am today. In a way the things i do is for myself but a big part of me accomplishing goals is for my family and to show them the things they’ve taught me haven’t gone to waste and i will continue to make them proud. As a child I grew up in a mexican family my mom and dad didn’t know any english whatsoever so it always just me and my sister guiding them and teaching them which as a result was a very good thing for me and my sister because we developed better communication skills.
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